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In a large-scale shark pool, the sharks are typically fed raw fish or other meat substances they are trained to eat. From time to time however, the sharks may grow bored, or unappeased by this, and they may become aggressive and attack each other. Of course, not every shark in the tank becomes this way, and some become victims, and even repeat victims. They often become aggressive towards the others as well due to this, and then you end up with a tank full of dead sharks. This, my friends, is the human race.
The bad thing about the analogy though, is that sharks don’t typically do this to each other.
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just saying: people are really stupid. they don’t ever realize how good they have it and always find something to complain about. and that pisses me off. girls always think they’re too fat, or too ugly, even if they’re neither. guys always think they’re way too cool. i hate people. <3
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just discovered i used to be such a loser. (i hope ‘used to’ would be right lol)
in the meantime:
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…or maybe she’s not dead, just unconscious
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my best friend and better half died at the hands of ashley schleben…
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ughhh… i hate how distant we’ve become. i miss her. i miss us. i miss the way she used to be. idk who these people are or what they’ve done but they’ve changed my baby and i’m afraid i’m never gonna get her back ): i love her and i’d do anything for her. and that means do whatever it takes to protect her, even if its from herself. i’ve been here the whole goddamn way but why i’m not worth it, i don’t know if i’ll ever figure that one out. i don’t want her out of my life. i was just pissed. i can’t take her out of my life because she is my life. without her, i’m dead.
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haven’t posted shit in a while. what can i say? life sucks. to be perfectly honest i can never ever be truly happy with my life. SOMETHING is always wrong. right now i’m in two great bands, but the girl i love who i’ve forgiven and looked past things that would be totally unacceptable to most guys just doesn’t see me the way i see her. i could care less about so many things because i want her and her love but why i’m not enough i guess i’ll never know. i need to move on with my life, but things are easier said than done. and every time i try, somehow i end up right back where i started. except every time the cycle is faster and faster. i hate it. i hate how much i love her. i hate that i can’t get away from her. i hate that i am probably doomed to be with her in the end. and the fact that she knows it and fights it is only worse. I am most definitely the owner of a lonely heart and i can’t tell anyone anything because they don’t care, i don’t want them to know, or its better if we’re not on speaking terms. whatever the case may be, i absolutely hate being alone. even if its through the phone, i like to be with or talking to someone. I can’t help but feel stupid putting all this on tumblr but i have a lot less friends on here who are gonna read all my shit and freak, and i need to get my thoughts out. I have self-diagnosed depression lol that sounds great. but i’m pretty sure i actually do. i’m definitely a glass-is-half-empty person although i try not to be. I am depressed for no reason sometimes. i just feel like life is keeping me from finding anyone. i’ve tried on several occasions and she’s the best i’ve ever gotten. I don’t even know how we ended up together in the first place. obviously she had lower standards at the time and it took her a while to drop me cuz she probably just didn’t wanna hurt me. Sometimes i’m not even sure who i am these days. I miss getting high thats for sure. Of course i had to do it when it was just for fun but as soon as i get caught and can’t anymore is when i feel like i need it the most. This is when i need to escape. I can’t move on and i’m never happy. i might seem that way but its only cuz i have something to do. as soon as my thoughts start turning in the back of my head again, it’s like the wound’s reopened and i’m hurting again. I have never met someone who can make me feel two opposite emotions: one so amazing, and so horrible. sometimes she makes me feel like i could die happy, and other times she makes me hurt so much i just wanna die and end the pain. but lucky for me and anyone who might care, I’m afraid of death, so offing myself is out of the question. i think its the fact that we’re so close our lives can never be permanently separated that makes it the hardest. i also just can’t stop loving her. i try, and i truly hate her at times, but in my heart, she is the love of my life and i find her to be the most beautiful person i’ve ever seen. of course, this also makes it hard for me to move on. it takes me forever to get over her, but as soon as i start talkin to her again, its like i get sucked right back to where i started. and its unevitable. no matter what i do, no matter how hard i try, i am wrapped around her little pinky. and all she has to do is wave it and i’ll do backflips for her. not literally of course, but i would do anything for her. i don’t know if its cuz i’m such a nice guy or what but i really try to do anything and everything for this girl and i look over so many unfavorable qualities. but yet she goes around with guys who will never love her as much as i will or treat her the way she deserves to be treated. it really is her choice, but that doesn’t mean i can’t hate it.
wow. i really have a lot of thoughts. i’m not even done, but i think i should be since its so late, besides, no need to make anyone read my thoughts for more than half an hour lol
goodnight.
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i would so do this. just for fun.
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its a sign from the heavens (:
(if you dont know, my girlfriend and i call each other kitty and kupkayke)
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good song (:
